It's been a loooong while

Okay so it's been a super long while since I last posted.

I'm doing okay... really wishing I lived in the Temple/Belton area. I miss all my friends and Adam so much and it's hard being at home. And I've been feeling really separated from God. I can never feel close to Him in this house. It's why I wasn't a strong Christian until I left for college. I just started a new Bible study (Breaking Free by Beth Moore) with my older friend Judy from church so maybe that will help. I am thirsty for Him, to be nearer to Him. Please pray that I will find Him.

My new job is going okay. I don't like it that much. I'm trying to keep at it and I think I don't like it just because I'd rather be working somewhere in Temple. Today a girl asked me a math question and I didn't know the answer, and she looked at me like I was stupid. So of course that wasn't a good feeling. I'm not giving up yet though. We'll see how it goes over the next few weeks.

I'm in an online Texas History class that is self paced, which means I do the work when I want to. This is HARD! It's hard motivating myself to do it when I don't actually have a due date. I slacked off last week but now I'm catching up. Next week I start a math class that isn't self paced, so we'll see how that goes. I'm kind of scared that I'll get overwhelmed doing the two classes and my job, because I'm all of a sudden busy. Going from having nothing to do to being busy is a hard transition. My body doesn't like it. But I need to be more responsible so I'm trying to keep up.

Things are good with me and Adam... long distance is hard but it's good. He doesn't like talking on the phone that much so that is a struggle because talking on the phone is all we have. He doesn't really get on the internet either so email or instant messenger isn't really an option. I've seen him the last few weekends so that has been good. I love going to the football games so I've been doing that and going to the Bible studies with my youth girls.

Okay well I guess that's about all for now. Leave some love!